PUSH-BACK or Pushed Back
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I have been working on more ideas, for some time now, to bring more tangible, doable concepts to this string of posts. Ideas and actions that can be implemented by people who might read and/or share the notions suggested with others to make a difference of some kind in their lives. Talking and reading and listening endlessly and never getting to the point of actionable change, begins to feel frustrating if not pointless. And so I have pushed back the “how to” portion of some of my ideas as I felt that the fundamentals, the foundational concepts, had to be blueprinted and then laid down, with re-bar steel reinforcements so that when the burden is placed upon that under standing, we, men and women, can withstand the stress load of the burden of truth. Because, when One undertakes the pursuit of, with ruthless disregard for, how truths once seen - cannot be unseen, One’s life will change. One will be mocked, scorned, derided, denied, imprisoned, … or worse, for standing for, or even sharing One’s position. To stand against the momentum of the THEY, the liars, the locksteppers, MSM, academia, etc. together with all those who believe in the lies, who go along out of fear or manipulation (in doing the final edits for this post, Martin Geddes’, “The only sovereign in the village” came in and is covering these very issues). The dissonance that reverberates like an unending aftershock of an earthquake, fractures even the most massive concrete piers and foundations over time. If those piers and foundations are re-inforced with steel re-bar — re-inforcing-bar — ; that re-inforcing being what I see and describe as the truth, the light, and the way, then, as the ground and the heavens are shaking, cracks may form but those structures with re-inforcing will remain steadfast. Concrete alone, only possesses the appearance of strength and resiliency. Sure, it hurts your head or your knees should you find yourself impacting upon it, it seems invulnerable. However, it crumbles under load, without the the steel re-bar, invisibly contending with forces of movement and flexure.
dissonance : FORMAL - a) lack of agreement; b) an instance of such inconsistency or disagreement: MUSIC - a combination of sounds or musical notes that are not pleasant when heard together
Please allow me to dwell on this word, dissonance, for just a moment. At one point in my life, I, was a bit of a musician. It was high school Jazz Band. I had the good fortune of attending one of the best programs in Canada at the high school level and I fell into it with unexpected passion. Why this matters is the experience of improvisation. For those not familiar with Jazz music, the general layout of a “chart” (a song, piece, or tune) is to begin with an outline of a melody. The melody defines one chart/song from another as the underlying structure of chord changes can be very similar from one tune to another, and sometimes exactly the same. So it is the melody of each such an one, tune or piece in this case, that defines and individualizes it. Once the melody has been outlined, performed by the group, soloists take turns improvising as the underpinnings of the chart continue with the bass and drums with piano and/or guitar leading the chord changes. To which the soloist then “lays down” his improvisations. When learning to improvise, in this situation, a student is encouraged to learn and read the chord changes, in order that One may play some of the “right” notes. So, not the notes of the melody, as it is in every other instance of music. It is the playing of the “pre”- scribed notes that make each symphony or great rock song sound so good. Such is not the case with Jazz and improvisation. The soloist is allowed complete freedom, to play any sequence of notes, rests, rhythms, or volumes he chooses.
Improvisation became my forte. Somehow I found it easy and it turned out to sound pretty good too, so I was afforded a lead improvisatory role in the different groups in which I played. Now the interesting part of this little story, is that I never did learn to read chord changes. My “seat of the pants intuition” was to just play what sounded good to me. During rehearsal it would become abundantly clear to my ears which notes, where and when, did not create disagreement — dissonance — with the rest of the group and in fact the melody. It was later given to me personally, by a compatriot of Dizzy Gillespy, that One’s goal in improvisation, was not to improvise on the chord changes, but to take the melody into One’s heart, and re-express the truth and beauty of that particular gift, that melody, through his improvisations. Dissonance would show up, when that truth was not present in the re-expression, the improvisation, of each such an one melody/tune. Now all this flowery talk about hearts and tunes and laying down charts - playing, hah(!) playing like little children in the playground, is well and good, but what does it have to do with REAL life? Dissonance, is dis - agreement. Within One’s soul, if there is not agreement, con - sonance, between: who One is, what One values, what One believes, what One does, and what One says, there will be dissonance. And make no mistake dear reader, we all live with varying degrees of dissonance; which is a destructive force within the self (ask me how I know) and all of mankind.
And so it is, this dissonance created by the lies and deceit that we live in and seem to be particularly experiencing right now in our society. For the Trudeaus, Faucis, Bidens, Macrons, and so on, to stand there and claim that what is coming out of their mouths is truth is incredulous to those who have ears to hear. And just like that wrong note in a solo, their tongues speaking lies, sounds really bad and it hurts my ears.
This was one of my favourites to perform. This version showcases the structure of melody and improvisation, in particular at 3:33 where Rollins is clearly restating the melody in reflection.
Back to the title of this post: PUSH-BACK or Pushed Back. Is it you, dear reader, that is pushing back against what you feel to be an incorrect way or being? A system that pits each such an One against another, so that we constantly battle against and injure those about us: our kin, our neighbours, our countryman, . . . ? Yes, this overarching apparatus of government, education, lawfare, and religion; pits One against another. So that the energies expended can be collected and harvested for some “other’s” benefit or supply. I have learned, at some great expense, about narcissistic supply. Cynthia and I have spent the early parts of our lives learning how to survive, by supplying the narcissistic entities that were entangled with each of us, with the demands of agreement (energy), which they and we required to continue. I do not wish to turn this discussion, or the focus of my posts, towards the ballooning consciousness of narcissism and its effects. Suffice it to say, the expression of evil, narcissism, and demonic possession (check out Jerry Marzinsky) have EVERYTHING to do with the experience we all find ourselves in right now.
~ on Pushing Back
What the evil One(s) demand, is agreement. We see the forces of evil as being all powerful and confident in their supremacy, in this realm at least, and that they hold the cards, and that if One disagrees and “pushes back”, the punishment will be excruciating and debasing. So often, “THEY” appear to be in control and have great affect on our lives and futures. Think of Credit Scores, and how they work, what is garnered as better and worse? Then think of what just happened in the Silicon Valley Bank collapse. Credit scores had nothing to do with who they gave money to! They (the Bank) had NO assets to back up their loans and deposits . . . , there was nothing! I don’t even think there was enough, in reality, to conjure up some wood (or paper) to burn to create some smoke, or some actual “silicon” to melt down to make some glass and mirrors! So we throw our hands up and say, “what can I do?”. What each such an One can do, dear reader, is, PUSH - BACK!!
Catherine Austin Fitts, Bill Holter, Lynette Zang, and many others have advice or ideas on what to do with “your money”, or at least what you think that means, see my post “ALL YOUR MONEY?”. During the Trucker’s Protest here in Canada in 2022, all it took was a few Canadians to withdraw some, or all, of their deposits from the Bank, for the, about face, change in the direction that Trudeau and Freeland wanted to take us. When faced with the Government, interfering with private peoples money and shutting down Bank accounts, the protest was for people across the country to say NO, to Push Back, by withdrawing their deposits. The Banks, very quickly, let the Government know that they had to do something and let up on their “lockdown” of people who donated money to the Truckers, and their support of the Ones who held “unacceptable views”.
Pushing back, can be done in virtually any form or venue. When I stand in court and create agreement that I can only be a man and choose to not act as or for a NAME, that is one version of pushing back. When I take the time to write these posts in an attempt to inform and expand the consciousness of anyone who may come across my ramblings and consider them, this too is push back. To overcome the momentum of the forces that appear to be running the show in this reality, it will be the dissolution of dissonance that will bring about the greatest effect. If One can identify an area within One’s scope, that is out of agreement, dissonant, hurts your ears or heart when experienced and look at how One might make agreement, right the wrong, what have you, we all might be surprised at how reverberating with the truth might bring down the lies. They don’t have re-bar in Their concrete. They know what “the truth the light and the way” is and They know what it means! It sears Their skin and ears just like the lies do to us. So let’s shake it up, create some earthquake aftershocks of righteousness to reveal who is really in control here. I am not talking about grand gestures of any sort, not that there is anything wrong with that. I am talking about what is within One’s own experience and reach. Whatever dissonance, untruth, or unfairness is presenting itself within One’s life can be the combat zone against lies. They are everywhere, often right out in the open, should One have eyes to see.
editor’s note: “Pushing back, can be done in virtually any form or venue.”I would like to share something that I have started doing that has been very effective for me. When I notice a lie - anywhere, even the most mundane… a billboard when we are in the car, a headline or advert on you tube when I’m looking up something on farming or cheesemaking, or on the rare occasion that I’m in line at the bank watching their (horrifying) T.V. with my mouth agape at their propaganda, I say “NO”. In the case of the bank or other public space I do it in my head, most of the other times I say (yell) it out loud. To my mind and heart, I am energetically, etheric-ly responding to the OTHER and resisting, disagreeing, standing.Cynthia
By giving man a soul and breathing spirit into him, God gave his children something that the “others”, the “watchers”, the “rulers”, do not have. The connection to source, to him, that I experienced in each creative expression that was my improvisations in Jazz, the consonance of truth and agreement that One knows in One’s heart and soul, when experienced, is the expression and frequency of God, in us. THEY, do not possess this. THEY loathe this. THEY are jealous with pathological envy whenever it presents.
KJV James 3:16: For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work.
THEY are incapable of creativity in any way. That is why THEY must have us volunteer, to enliven the CORP(se) unnatural NAME. The part of this that seems so strange, is that, how our brothers and sisters, literally family, be of THEY instead of God. I believe that each such an One makes choices, throughout their lives. That leads them on a path to growth of spirit, source, within their soul, or, they make choices which abandon that possibility. It seems that the soul has the potential to either atrophy or flourish, according to our wrong or right action, and thus the THEM, are, as I said, our brothers and sisters with atrophied souls.
Dissolve the dissonance, with truth and love, but do not be lulled into injudicious compassion. Turn the other cheek, and remember what it really means when THEY strike you again, and hold THEM accountable.
Have it good,
Arlen